The comfort in
patterns is universal. Routine tasks nowadays take on an oversized importance. A
psychology person might say that by doing the same thing the same way every
time we obtain the satisfaction of predictability. What the heck is more important
than that now? Whether it’s the way we brush our teeth, add milk to coffee, sanitize
the door knobs, dry our hair or butter our toast, we gain some control or at
least the illusion of it. The expected outcome is mostly assured. I say mostly
because there are intervening moments which may upset our expectations: as in
running out of butter or spilling milk.
These are the small
and brief patterns of everyday existence. They are the comforting routines. Any
disruption or alteration adds to the frustration and stress that we already
feel. Who would have guessed that the direction of the bathroom tissue roll
could be so crucial to mental health? Edgy is what we are. See if you don’t
recognize some recent repetitive behavior patterns:
Order on line,
order more on line – listen for the delivery truck (if you are suburban) - eat more
snack food – eat more cookies, not as a snack – rearrange the furniture – rearrange
the rugs – bake – tidy up the storage spaces - leave the tv on all day – clean up
contact lists on your phone – organize your streaming schedule – order take
away as a special occasion – eat more cookies – appreciate pasta.
The point of all
this is that these are patterns of the whole and that they are part of our
modern living now. If you recognize some of these tendencies then you are not
alone and there is some comfort in that by itself. “Human, all too human” as
Fred Nietzsche would have said and did say. Maybe he wasn’t referring to too
many doughnuts but you get the idea.
The pattern may occur
in the task or in its timing. You might like to do certain things at a certain
time of day or in a certain sequence. You check the mail and then rub down the
door knobs. You might as well as long as you are standing there with the
sanitizer close at hand (remember that I counselled that strategy to put some
near each entry). Chaos is not our friend even though the philosophers declare
that it is the nature of the universe. Who gives a fig about that speculation? Some
of us are down in the dirty bog of daily mud wrestling. Ivory tower
intellectualizing has a place but not so much in the every day existence of
most people. As with most emotions there are degrees of desperation. It is good
to remember that most of us in this favored land are not suffering what those in
the Sahel may be enduring.
Which reminds me
to mention that this period of strain is what we have been training for all our
lives. All that schooling and socialization and good will we have exchanged is
the well spring from which we draw power to endure adversity. Patterns help us deflect
the short-term disappointment but it is our molded character which will see us
through. Can I get an Amen to that? Sit
with your loved ones at table or at computer and share a laugh. Those are still
remedial routines in the long term.
I owe you many hugs,
Celeste